Monday, June 11, 2007
My File Cabinet
Do you ever feel like you don't have anyone to talk to???? That's how I have been feeling lately.
Normally everything in my life is decently organized.. Not overly organized, but I am pretty good about it all. My house is pretty organized, my clothes, hubby's clothes, and kids clothes are very organized, my pictures on my computer are organized, so much I organize. One of these areas includes my mind.. If my mind were a piece of furniture it would be file cabinet. If you mention a time period I can go back and pull out, in order memories in which they happened.
The one thing I have a problem with is my thoughts. When I feel as though I can not talk to anyone all of my thoughts ramble together in my mind and I can not make sense of them. Yes!!! I have my husband, but sometimes he gets in funks where he is overwhelmed with everything on his plate and I don't want to burden him with my silly thoughts and ideas. (they aren't really silly but sometimes compared to his they are)
Then Of coarse I have friends,,, or I should say I have a friend who I can talk to, but you don't want to unload on them either. I do talk to her, but sometimes there is too much in this brain of mine to even organize it to talk about it by time we talk. And who wants to only have jumbled crap to talk about instead of something good!
And I hate when these jumbled thoughts keep me awake at night, a woman needs her sleep!!!!!
I just want my thoughts to be filed correctly in my file cabinet!
Normally everything in my life is decently organized.. Not overly organized, but I am pretty good about it all. My house is pretty organized, my clothes, hubby's clothes, and kids clothes are very organized, my pictures on my computer are organized, so much I organize. One of these areas includes my mind.. If my mind were a piece of furniture it would be file cabinet. If you mention a time period I can go back and pull out, in order memories in which they happened.
The one thing I have a problem with is my thoughts. When I feel as though I can not talk to anyone all of my thoughts ramble together in my mind and I can not make sense of them. Yes!!! I have my husband, but sometimes he gets in funks where he is overwhelmed with everything on his plate and I don't want to burden him with my silly thoughts and ideas. (they aren't really silly but sometimes compared to his they are)
Then Of coarse I have friends,,, or I should say I have a friend who I can talk to, but you don't want to unload on them either. I do talk to her, but sometimes there is too much in this brain of mine to even organize it to talk about it by time we talk. And who wants to only have jumbled crap to talk about instead of something good!
And I hate when these jumbled thoughts keep me awake at night, a woman needs her sleep!!!!!
I just want my thoughts to be filed correctly in my file cabinet!
Labels: Silly Stuff
1 Comments:
do you have any online messengers? If you ever need someone to talk to, who won't feel burdened, see if I'm online!
google talk: flipflopmamma@gmail.com
yahoo messenger: flipflop_mamma@yahoo.com
msn messenger:spencerjjas@hotmail.com
I'd love to chat!!!
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