Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Aaahhhhhhhhhhh....... Bitter Sweet Sigh
This would be my sweet sigh of relief!!! Last week was horrible. I am still over exhausted from all of last weeks events, but things are now looking up!~~ As you see in the pictures below in Wordless Wednesday my 3 year old Guy who was in the hospital last week is in his normal spirits acting like the clown he is!!!! He is so sweet. He will cuddle his daddy and me whenever we want. He kisses us, and tells us he loves us. A very emotional little boy with a great big heart!!! He is my baby even though he is 3. I tell him he will always be my baby!!! And below Guy's picture you can see that Cory learned how to crawl, stand, cruise and attempt at some obstacle coarse training which all made him a lot less whiny which is a good thing~~. I guess he just wanted to be able to do things on his own.
And Now for the Bitter sigh.......Cory is very very independent baby. A little too independent for me to be honest. He goes to bed alone in his crib :-( Not my choice, his & he has been holding his own bottle for months. The only thing i have left of him is when he falls down and gets hurt he wants his mommy. How sad is that for me.
He is my last baby. We are not having any more babies and while watching my nephew this week who is 5 between ending preschool and starting summer day camp I have realized that I am absolutely certain that I do not want anymore children!!!! (not that I have a choice, hubby was snipped back in October.) If we ever do decide to adopt a baby it will not be for a long long while!!! Which brings me back to......WWWAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH he is my last baby and is not so much a baby anymore... How do I deal with that???? I am trying to keep him a baby and he fights me tooth and nail (except he doesn't have any teeth) to become a little boy instead.
They all grow up in their own time I guess, and I guess his own time is happening faster than I would like to admit!
All in all this week is much much better than last week and I am glad we all survived!!!
And Now for the Bitter sigh.......Cory is very very independent baby. A little too independent for me to be honest. He goes to bed alone in his crib :-( Not my choice, his & he has been holding his own bottle for months. The only thing i have left of him is when he falls down and gets hurt he wants his mommy. How sad is that for me.
He is my last baby. We are not having any more babies and while watching my nephew this week who is 5 between ending preschool and starting summer day camp I have realized that I am absolutely certain that I do not want anymore children!!!! (not that I have a choice, hubby was snipped back in October.) If we ever do decide to adopt a baby it will not be for a long long while!!! Which brings me back to......WWWAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH he is my last baby and is not so much a baby anymore... How do I deal with that???? I am trying to keep him a baby and he fights me tooth and nail (except he doesn't have any teeth) to become a little boy instead.
They all grow up in their own time I guess, and I guess his own time is happening faster than I would like to admit!
All in all this week is much much better than last week and I am glad we all survived!!!
Labels: Family, Just me and my head....
1 Comments:
I have my last baby growing up too fast too. I wish I had some advice for you, but since I don't...WWWAAAHHHH, I'll cry with you.
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